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I survive,
I surely don't live,
I do enough to get by,
I don't want perfection,
I surely don't push,
For anything more than I have,
I'm content not living up,
To your impossible standards,
Go fuck yourself,
If that's allowed in your box.
I surely don't live,
I do enough to get by,
I don't want perfection,
I surely don't push,
For anything more than I have,
I'm content not living up,
To your impossible standards,
Go fuck yourself,
If that's allowed in your box.
Ugh....
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So I started this with the initial idea of doing updates everyday. That is clearly shot in the ass. Another unachievable goal. I'm full of them.
I'm full of a lot of things.
Oceans running black-no longer reflecting light from the stars.
Look into the midnight sky-anything missing?
I sold my soul to the gods-for this one petty gift.
I'm down on one knee for you-doesn't this ring outshine all things except my love for you?
All I need is to be able to write... And I'll be fine.
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Day 1.
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There are multiple installments to this, and they will be separated accordingly.
I woke up and went a full six hours before caving in and puffing down my first cigarette of the day, I had breakfast which is unusual but I think I am going to try to keep that going. It seems to be a good way to start the day, and I don't eat enough as it is.
After smoking that cancer stick I got really pissed off at myself, and wanted to completely abandon this entire project seeing as I failed in the smallest capacity and why wouldn't I just cave on everything else as well? Depressed.
I spent most of the day alone as I had nothing to do, and Bill and ma wer
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Lost my brain, but found a dusty pen.
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So I'm going to be doing a Journal style self documentary type thing. Over the next month (if not longer depending on how I feel and how things progress) I am going to break my eight year addiction to cigarettes starting tomorrow morning when I wake up. I would start today, but I had one this morning so that's shot in the ass. I am also taking this as an opportunity to go sober and do some serious work on improving my health and general condition. Now when I say go sober I mean I'm going to quit doing everything which means marijuana, alcohol, LSD (LySergicacidDiethylamide), MDMA (MethylDioxyMethamphetamine), cocaine, heroin, MXE (MethoXEtami
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I miss your face.
come back
thanks for the fav 
thanks for all the favs 
Thanks for the favorite 
My pleasure
I hope you're doing well!